So I am sorry i havent updated recently and this isnt actually an update... More of a personal vent/ therapy session so please just bear with me here... Consider mostly people whom actually give a hoot about me check this anyway... It seemed good a place as any to cure my late night insomniac issues.

A year ago today i truely learned what it meant to have my heart broken. By perhaps the most unlikely candidate ( to most of my family ). However truth is truth and this is mine. However... I have spent the last three hours watching Casablanca and Bridget Jones diary and have concluded that my life could not be in a better pplace these days.

So... Here is to finally and completely.... Moving on and opening my heart and mind to others.

Ahh much better! Thanks for reading and putting up with me. Since you all know me this is pry not a surprise to you... However it was a huge step for me!